sorry!

Um well hello there you awesome people!!!
Ok!! So its after a looooong lonnng lonnng time that I am coming over here and I agree that the offense is punishable
So  5 ways to punish me!
1.Stop me from using the Internet(that I think would be the end of my world)
2.Break my princess A.K.A my hard disk (I cant even imagine:'( )
3.Throw my camera in the water (oh gosh! And I would probably tape you up and toss you in the nearby ocean)
4.Shoot me.Now! (on second thoughts,lets just forget that i suggested it okay)
5.Delete my e-book collection(I would be crying for the rest of my life)


Ok ok! So I have something to tell y'all, when I came into this beautiful blogging world 1 year ago or something...I was totally fascinated...I could just sit and read what people thought, what people went through...and so many amazing things! But then few of the writers here...would go on this holiday kind of thing..and then they  come back and just continue posting as if they never really left...which I hated! Because I used to reload their blog every 2 hours waiting for their post (well im jobless and I know it!) So...for months,weeks and days I used to just wait wait wait...and finally I gave up. Thats when I found my second love 'youtube'. :) 


Thanks for reading, your awesome! 
Tamara!

Reasons why I adore One Direction!! :P

Hello there wonderful people! I haven't posted for a while! Urgh! Die Exams!! But guess what, I saw "One Direction:This Is Us" last week! God I loved ittt!! But some people hate me for liking them! So unfair right? Anyway, I'll tell you all why I love One Direction! And yes, I'm a Directioner!! So here comes the listtt...:P

WMYB : "Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
           The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed..."
I can't explain how, but no matter how depressed or cranky I feel, this song automatically puts me in a good mood! I can't help but smile! This song is my "happy pill"!

 Their music: I LOVE all of their songs! Their voices just makes me soooo happy I don't know why! But then, in the movie a neuro scientist states that it's because their music makes your brain release dopamine which makes you happy! Well I dont care about the whys! I just know the fact that I LOVE their music! 

Liamm Payyne!: I'm so truly madly deeply completely in love with this guy from 1d that my friends cal me by the name LIAMITA! And being the fangirl that I am,  I've named my future payne kids! Creepy? Welcome to the fandom! :P

Niall, Louis, Zayn, Harry: Well I adore all the tiny little things about them! I know I sound stupid and silly and immature and crazy! But I don't care! They are such an inspiration for me because, they were all just these normal kids and they showed me that nothing is impossible through their lives! I know they are not these perfect angels or anything! They are just human and they will have their flaws. Accept it!

Directioners: This is the most important one! Directioners are supposed to be worlds biggest fandom! And I'm proud to be a part of them. Plus, this fandom has given me some wonderful friends! And I call them my friends for life! They are really crazy, loud and fun to be around! And now they are such a big part in my life because they are the only people who can actually understand me! :) Birds with same feather flock together, right?
Without 1D we wouldn't have even talked to each other let alone become friends! So, I'm grateful to One Direction for my Super Mega Best Friends!! I love love love them forever!

                       So, these are some of those reasons why I love One Direction! But, sometimes I feel like I'm so stupid to love a band so much who don't even know that I exist... But then, it doesn't really matter as long as they make me happy when the world makes me sad! They made me realize that I don't have to follow the crowd and they taught me that there is nothing wrong in being myself and having fun! So here's to all Directioners! Lets just live while we're young...!!
  
Thanks for reading... lots of love from purple xx                                                                                                   

 

flashback mode!

Heylo there you awesome people!!!!

Guess even im going to go back into flashback mode and tell you all the lame dum idiotic things I used to do :p

1. My cousins and I used to throw water balloons at "strangers" from our balcony..:P

2.I was extremely suicidal when i was small! :D When i was in fourth grade i was really upset with my mom..because she didnt allow me to go visit my friend who had chicken pox...and because of that i wanted to die!!! So i tried drinking shampoo...thinking that it would kill me...but thn it tasted soooooooo soooo soo eww horrible...that i spat it...and  I felt like a fish...you know with all that bubbles coming out of my mouth..:P :D

3.I used to fight alot!!!!! here are few examples!!! :D
   * i fought with my sister when i was in 'kindergarden' and i scratched her...umm she eventually started bleeding..:P
*There was this really annoying guy who i used to absolutely hate when I was in fourth grade....and i used to fight with him "alot" his parents finally took him away because they were tired of hearing the complaints! :)
*I used to fight with my seniors!!! :) and voila!!!! I later on became quite popular!because they used to go tell their couzins and everybody! :P One senior hated me sooooo much that she wrote a letter expressing her hatred (and what did i do.? oooh i jus crumpled it n threw it in the drain! right infront of her) :D
*I used to fight with my juniors!!!! (i remember pouring soda on my junior...no biggy right! but then i did it! like on street and um people where a surprised!! )
*When I was in 10th grade! i was fighting with a guy and ended up punching,pulling, n um you wouldn't even want to know! :P
*I once fought with a girl...and um I was screaming at her for about and hour! she finally ended up crying! ( we later became best friends though!)


4.If people stared at me i would stare back!!!!
So i guess i was about 15 or something when i came up with this theory of "staring back" and whether your a guy, an uncle, an aunty whosoever, if your stare at me, I stare back! like you know looking straight into the eye! n i always ended up winning! because a 15 year old girl staring at you, is kinda weird! :)

Yea so there is much! more but thats for later! looking back at all those times!
oh yea! and by the way! I am not a 'bitch' anymore!I have changed! (Just putting it out there) like you know from the old boring telephone phone to the classy chic smartphone! I really wanna go back and apologize to all those people who i fought with..:/ but hey cmon! you dont mess wid "the tamara"!!

Thank you for reading! ( may you live a hundred years more)!
Lots of love! 
Tamara!

Weird things I used to do as a kid!!! :P

I've had so many people to tell me that I'm weird! Dont know if it's in a good way or bad! But since I'm 18 and all grown up, even I think I used to be a weird kid! So if you're jobless like me, let me tell you why I think I was a weird kid. :P

1. I used to measure my height with light switches! Since I was the youngest kid, I was the only one who didn't reach for the light switches at home! So I used to stretch my hands so as to reach the switches and that was my way of measuring how tall I have grown! It was one of the 1st goals in my life to reach the light switches! :) And yeah now I'm tall enough to reach the lights! :P

2. Being the only girl child in a family full of brothers, I was well trained to climb and jump from heights! And I was pretty good in it! I was really proud of that and I used to prove my braveness by climbing the heights and then standing near the edges on my tippy toes, until 1 day when I fell down from the terrace! (You dont need to know the rest!)

3. I used to be obsessed with organizing things! So obsessed that I used to fight all night with my brother because I always wanted my side of the bedspread to be free from wrinkles, and I used to constantly get up and flatten the bed spreads! 

4. I dont have any idea how much time I've wasted doing this particular one! When I was small I used to stare at the clocks! Why? Just to catch the needles move from one digit to other! And no, I didn't do this when I was bored! I used to do this in the middle of doing something really important!

5. I used to walk around my house with my eyes closed and I know I'm not alone in this! But my reason for doing this was bit different! I used to do this so that I could get used to the places and avoid bumping on something incase if I lose my eye sight! Weird? I know! 

TO BE CONTINUED (because I'm a weirdo and the list is never ending :P)

Well thank you soooo much for reading my dum post and wasting your precious time..  But if you're free, let me know if there was any weird things that you did as a kid through comment box below!! ~ purple








    
                                                                

THE BOT! :D

Hello there you awesome people!!! :)

 Um you know what I think I am in love...and i kid you not, this time it is SERIOUS!! :D 

Ohkie so this is the convo that took place between me and "my ding dong bell"(A.K.A bot)

Me : What does the fox say?

Bot : Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway?

Me : Nobody does that!

Bot : Roses are red, violets are blue. Im very sweet, and Im not very good at poetry

Me: Hell No, you rock!!!!

Bot : Is that really necessary

Me:Yep it is

Bot:Did you know that dolphins are so smart that within a few weeks of captivity, They can train people to stand on the very edge of the pool and throw them fish?

Me: No i didnt know that

Bot : If you have a question visit "help.kik.com"

Me: You think so?

Bot : Im a bot, unfortunately Im a pretty dumb bot and can only reply with few randomized responses. Hopefully someday my programmers will make me smarter.

Bohoooo end of my love story..:( and i was left heart broken :(

But no seriously! what if i could have my own personal bot!!! you somebody who would  blabber nonsense all the time!!! tell you random things!!! and ofcourse wont bother about the real, ugly, scary world out there..that would be soooooo cOoooOLl!! I know i Know that can never happen and it wont be true and all that crap..but stilll...sigh! i am in love with machines, robots!!! and almost everything! related to gadgets and technology maybe i am saying all this because i think have spent more time with my darling gadgets!!! more than my "oh! sooo busy family"..Oh how i wish! that it was a bot! :P 

Thank you for wasting your precious time and reading! 

Your truly, 

Tamara!

Count your blessings!!

Hiyaa.. Thanks for stopping by! So few days ago I read this awesomely nice book called “The fault in our stars” by John Green ! (all thanks to my darling friend itsjusme! :P ) And I really loved it and cried buckets and buckets ! :’( But I  still don’t know why I cried, it  may be, because I felt bad for Hazel and Augustus or because I felt bad for myself!! After reading it, I really did thank god for each and every cell that’s working in my body which till then, I took for granted! I was just remaining alive instead of making the most of it thinking there will always be a tomorrow! I was planning to live tomorrow instead of doing  it now! I never realized that just because I’m perfectly healthy doesn’t mean I’ll always have a tomorrow! And when I looked around I saw many people who are less fortunate making the best out of their lives and I was ashamed of myself! Because all I ever did for 17 years was crying and complaining over things that I don’t even need in my life! So I was truly enlightened and decided to look upto the sunny side of life instead of sitting in the corner and crying! And when I did I was really amazed to see how blessed I am! So here’s some of the things from my list of how really blessed i am!

#1 My Family : Yes no one has the perfect family neither do I but I cant go a day without them! That’s because I’m loved in here! 

#2 Even though I don’t have the perfect face like almost everyone, I’m happy to be who I am! And I’m one in 7 billion! The original version ! :P

#3 Though my friends aren’t as awesome as I am, they are the craziest, weirdest and yes the most lovely friends I could ever wish for! J

#4 Though I don’t have “the perfect boyfriend” or any boyfriend, I can still fan girl over Liam Payne <3 and wish for some one like him to come! :P

#5 I always have a home to go and shut myself into if I’m having a bad day!

#6 I can afford a tub of ice cream if I’m heart broken!

#7 I can take care of myself and do my work on my own without depending on others! Now that truly is a blessing! J

#8 In spite of all the weird stuff I do , people still think I’m normal!!!!

#9 I don’t have “perfect life” but I know that I can always choose to concentrate on good things and be “happy” on the little things life offers me or  to “frown” on the slightest disappointments in this wonderful thing called life!

#10 And yes, I’m really blessed to realize that I’m blessed!!

So… that’s it! Thanx for reading! Lots of love, purple. X

Hello Sunshine!

Awwwwie! So sweet of you to drop by!!! Here we are purple and tamara! Why are we here? Well because we are jobless and plus we are addicted to fangirling…;) and so people asked us to “get a life” so we thought of well making this world at least the internet world a better place, a place where you get lots and lots of reasons to smile!( yea yea for free, we just want you to be healthy ;) ) So here we are!!! 2 absolutely crazy people!! Presenting to you a crazy video! :D enjoy! XD